hey, im back again
its been years since the last post. college life is exhausting. everyday facing the same shit and stuffs, nothing much interesting. and yknow what, i only left less than a year to end my college studies!! i just cant wait to get out of this place. a place where i hate the smell, i hate the environment, i hate the people too. have to deal with their attitude and egos. im tired of sucking everything up and pile it inside. yknow like everyday you need to pretend and just act like everything is okay. but nvm, im leaving anw. how things are lately? haha well as you can see i am still alive tho. all those suicide thoughts were still inside me but yeah ive been doing great to survive until now.
alright the question and thoughts about today is, how can i handle people around me? there are way too many people that always wanted to win over an argument, alk too much but calling herself introvert, dealing with people doesnt have any common sense and just many others. im tired tho to prevent that i am universal and just fine with everything. everyday, ive been keeping inside me like when i get annoyed, or when i get mad, i just simply shut myself up and get out from there. i am like, ive been doing this since forever then i just realize that i just could not do this anymore. i just couldnt hold and keep this anymore. at all.but yeah, everythings happen only in my mind.