i really wish

idk why i am super sensitive, dramatic and over reacting. idk, is it because i was born with this heart? i hate myself. i hate the fact that i am like this. i've tried to move on, to act like nothing happen but i cant. i cant keep on pretending like this. i hate the fact that my friends left me out, i hate that i have to care, idk whats wrong with me.. i hate that when i'm hurting like this, no one cares, no one even notice. i hate that. i know its not a big deal but am i really not that worth it? 

maybe i am not worth it.