hello guys
so sorry for the late comeback. well you know, being a student of a university kinda busy with studies and rest and problems and such. finally i did get some time to blog. okay so how am ive been doing?
well i cant say that i am hundred percent fine but yes i am in the move to the new me. maybe ive been to hard on myself. just maybe, idk why i shut people out. i did. i unfollow most of the people at my twitter account ive lost my contacts with most of friends, you know i just want to get rid of my old self. i do admit it is because of what had happen, the pain, those meaningless memories. huh, it gets hard man. harder than i thought. and the toughest part was actually i need to convince myself to pull this out.
for those who have ever been in the same situation would probably felt the same way, same pain. it still hurts but what else can be done? sometimes, we need to held our heads up and act like we dont care. its a simple problem and a simple task to do. it just, the memories the feelings who are fighting with the back. and yeah, feelings and memories arent that worth. so whats the using of effort? prayers?
maybe i had been talking for so many post about this one damn thing but yeah, who knew theres someone out the somewhere is having the same shoes. yolo so yeah lets just live the life. it may get hard sometimes but trust me, time heals and put your trust in Allah. he would never let us down.
well yeah this post is just to let go of whats been in my mind for these past days. so night x