soooooo i am currently in my worst mood tbh right now. yep, miserable like hell. and you guys wanna know why? i am about to leave my wonderful home again. for school for sure. and yeah, i don't mind living apart from my home, it is just... i can't bare to leave my family and friends back, again!
actually, today's post was about my nine favourite sweets. yeap, i'm addicted to them, always. and you know who, they are my nine besties for life. you guys probably know that i was the only one who as actually schooling at different school of theirs. and it sucks to be one. like yeah, you needed more strength to pull through everything by yourself. it really do sucks! no lies, it does..
this holiday was an awesome journey for me as i spent it wisely with them. so, last thursday was my last day hanging out with them, it was so sad like seriously okay. sometimes, i wish, i didn't even applied for any boarding school. but yeah, i gotta do what's best for me right.
can you believe that thursday night, i can't help myself and yes, i burst myself of tears! yeap, in the car. with my parents. and sisters. lol yeah. it was embarrassing but i really can't help it. i miss them so much. i love them so much. and it hurts when i can't face all my hardships alone, without them. but nevermind, i know life's hard and i'll try to face the damn world myself. it's not like i don't have friends right.. but no one would replace them. no one, ever.
to my nine sweets, i just wanna tell you guys that i really really love you guys. and i thank god for giving such kids like you guys! i love you guys equally and you guys should know that. please be well when i wasn't there with you guys. you guys know how hard it was for me to leave you guys behind. it hurts since i can't even contact you guys frequently. and i'm sorry for that. you guys must know that, you guys are everything i've ever wanted. and i'm sorry for all my bad behaviour or something.. just, i love you guys so much i could die. literally. be well always and fighting! we're gonna be facing the freakin spm, and goodluck to you guyssssssssss. you guys are always, always in my mind. :>
