Looking in the mirror and breaking down in tears.


Being happy, not to worry about anything is all I ever wanted. I've been through many things, happy and sad. And tell me who wants to be sad? Not me for sure. I'm done with this pain. And slowly, I've found my happiness. My light to pull me through this darkness. Guess what? Friends and family did. I am happy now. Really. But........ something just change. And that ain't just something, its someone. I wish, I just can be more ugly, I can be more fake, be more annoying. Be more.......... anything! It hurts to know that I've been ignored. Yeah, honestly, I don't like you but so what?! I still care. I still really care. It doesn't matter about that feeling.. It's Allah who set everything. And I'm so sorry for everything. I'm so sorry for my look, I'm so sorry for my personality, I'm so sorry that I make you feel this way. I'm sorry.. Just please be like normal :(

"I never though you would turn out like that. It makes me regret everything"

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